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Cpnfpicted abut getting married

I don't know what to do.I mean there's nothing wrong with him, in fact he seems perfectly nice.But i don't see myself spending the rest of my life with him.There are one or two shallow reasons I could point out but even then i don't think those are strong enough to be legit.I guess I am too nervous about marriage .So much change comes with it.if i fear anything in life,its change.I like things the way they are.I am afraid of getting hurt and disappointed.The absolute truth could be that he is the best thing thats likely to happen to me.But i just cant feel like giving in and accepting it.I would loath myself for hurting him.But am not a tad bit prepared for married life.It terrifies me to the very core and worse part i cant fully comprehend why.