I crave for companionship. I have people around me. But i am afraid they cant tolerate me. I dont like to burden anyone. I have been searching online ..if it was possible to hire someone to be with me.. all the time and i dont need to feel guilty about those. I crave for someone who can just be there on the other end of the call .. just be there..while i can sit and work. To whom i can do all tantrums...and not feel guilty .. I just need a person so that i can function.. I can carry out my daily tasks.. i can do things and be productive... I am searching everywhere i could ..to have some one and leave that someone when i am done.