So I’m a 40 yr old divorced guy ( 4 years ) I have a great job which I hate .... I feel I’m at a real crossroads in my life and on reflection .. my life is kinda lonely and pointless ...i have done the same job for 16 years and am well paid but I wake up daily with dread for the day . I’m painfully shy which makes me appear unsociable so now I don’t even bother trying. 4 years ago everything was good but it’s just slid into nothingness , I’m not one for things like this but people around me rely on me to be the strong one . Not sure what I’m expecting anyone to say but it feels good to write it down , thanks for reading .