I'm so confused. There's this guy that I haven't known for even a year yet(we met in April of 2020) and we're constantly texting. We have similar music taste and just interests in general. He lives in the state next to mine so that kinda sucks since we won't be able to meet any time soon, especially because of covid. I really like him. It sucks because I'm that girl that will help my crush out with the girl they like, even if it hurts me, so I know he likes someone else. Or at least he used to. Idk, he told me she "isn't worth it" after she got upset over him and her friend not getting along and started ignoring him.We have moments where we won't talk for days and then we'll suddenly stay up until 5am talking to each other. He listens to my problems, I listen to his. He makes me smile at my phone like an idiot. Sometimes I wonder if I do the same thing to him. We would play a video game together and call while doing that but he's been into a different game lately so we haven't called in a while. We send memes to each other too, which can be very uh... interesting haha. I get disappointed when I get a message but it's not from him.I've liked this guy since we first started talking and at this point I'm not sure if this is just a typical crush I have or something more than that. I don't wanna say I'm in love with him because I'm still young so I don't know for sure, but something about him just makes me feel amazing inside. He helps me out in so many ways and I do my best to help him out too. I wanna see if he'd be willing to try having a long distance relationship but I don't think he'd want to try or that he likes me. Maybe getting all of this out will help me get over these feelings. I've vented about him before to a friend but nothing happened and I didn't go into as much detail. I don't know what to do. Before I even met him I had planned on going to his state for college so I have hopes that one day we'll meet but I don't know what to do right at this moment. I wanna tell him how I feel but it's scary. Hopefully I'll be alright in the end and get over him. I wanna make sure I'm not getting hurt over someone who isn't worth it.