„All you can do is cry” „why are you crying for?” ”you have no reason to cry” “you think I’m going to feel bad for you?” “Well, it was your fault” “Stop crying.”
I always cried a lot. And I mean an awful lot. Now I’m 15 and my mom says I’m too old to cry about everything. But I get so stressed and worked up about the stupidest things and tear up. I’m learning to control it. To stop being so emotional. But it’s so hard and I just can’t do better.
I wish she would find out about me crying my eyes out every night, come into my room and just hug me. I miss hugs. I miss being allowed to cry. I miss my mom.