Hi, I’m writing this while crying lol. um I just wanted to tell someone how I really feel even though I don’t even know that. Since school started I have been showing anxiety and depression signs. I started eating less and I just don’t feel like life has anything to offer to me. I just feel like I don’t care if I die and sometimes I even wish I did. I don’t know why I’m feeling this if my life is literally perfect, I have everything to be happy but I can’t seem to feel that way. What’s worst about this is that every time I try to tell someone how I’m feeling they just tell me that everyone is feeling that way and it’s normal, but I don’t see it as normal. I don’t like it, I’m tired of it. There is just this big mess in my head and I can’t seem to clean it up, I am so mentally tired and I just feel like I could end it all in any moment. I don’t feel comfortable with my life anymore, I don’t like it, I need motivation and I need help, but at the same time I don’t want to talk to anyone about it, because I am sure they will tell me I’m okay and it’s not a big deal.