fu k y do I turn my life with my secrets. I do t say shit when I need help . I allways say it too late and I'm destroying myself. I keep it to myself even tho I need to say it . I loved a lady and loved her so hard . so fucken hard it killed me every day and I wouldent tell .then I did cri.es and I need to tell my best friend and i wouldnt tell him becuase i knew i needed to take my shit to the grave . but i have told them both my deep dark secretes now . they allready knew .