You've hurt me so much. You say ''I love you.'' ''I care about you.'' then proceed to slowly tear at my life, you know I'm going through shit right now, my brother has cancer, my family is falling apart, my family has no money and I'm suicidal right now, yet you whine about how hard your life is when it isn't. You're not the fucking victim, yet you act like you are. You probably find enjoyment embarrassing me in front of everyone., humiliating me and manipulating me for a while. It pisses me off when you speak but also comforts me at the same time. Its so hard to let go of you, because I would also have to let go of all the people I've met. I'm trapped in a toxic circle, why did i ever decide to start talking to you again three years ago. I miss the old you.