Dear Friend, I'm sorry he had the need to touch me in your absence. I'm sorry I was not working that day rather sleeping on my bed. I'm sorry that talking to you again makes me feel unclean. I'm sorry I didnt scream when I was touched instead accuse him later. I'm sorry I was scared then. I'm sorry for the goosebumps on my hands and the tears running from my eyes. I'm sorry I became a lot more insecure after few uncomfortable moments I've had. I'm sorry I told him I'm uncomfortable when he's around me. I'm sorry I had to hear him say "How could you think about me this way" I'm sorry that I didnt think about him that way,but I knew it was his hands on my privates. I'm sorry I wasnt too drunk to forget this or to assume this never happened. I'm sorry for disrespecting the relationship that we had only because - he ruined it all. I'm sorry this rewinds in my head, everyday. I'm sorry for not having the guts to jump from this building that I'm locked at. I'm sorry I have people who wants me alive and face every scare with a dare. I'm sorry because I've decided to move on and speak out. I'm sorry you will have to know this. And I'm sorry-it had to be your husband. Dear friend,I never hated you,I still dont and I won't. But you're going to be hearing a different story from him and that's how you're going to see me. But keeping quiet makes me a coward. And the truth would reveal his prude and entitled behaviour-which I had seen then. I know I'll still be the one at fault in your eyes. But I can't let these thoughts govern me. And thankyou for teaching me how to fight for the truth.