You were my first ever best friend, and I loved you. I watched you grow into someone wonderful, but I also had to watch you slowly fade from my life. I still love you. I hope that you become successful and that you are loved. I hope that you find people you will fight tooth and nail to keep in your life. You were a wonderful friend. I think about you being successful and your dreams coming true and it makes me happy. Maybe if I expressed myself differently, it could've been different. Even when we're not friends, I will never speak badly of you. I hope this will let me finally let go and stop thinking of you.