Dear Max,Nobody has ever made me feel this way. I am scared of this feeling. I want to tell you so bad; about everything. The bad the good the weird the stupid the ugly the silly the cute the sexy the beautiful the annoying the sad the happy, everything; but I am scared. I am scared that if I let you in you will see me the way I see myself; that you will slowly and painfully decide I am not enough. I want to show you how much I care; but what if on the outside you look like a butterfly and I let you in and you become a bull in my china shop. I want to let you in a show you who I am. I want you to let me in. I want to take the leap of faith into your arms but I don't know how. Max how do I tell you. what if you don't feel the same, what if you think Im crazy, what if you were just playing me like a board game.