You know when you pull out of the neighborhood and it was all overgrown woods across the road? That's all gone, it's been clear cut. I don't know why. They've been burning all the remains. I'm sad about it, but there's nothing to be done.
It never occurred to me that X was possible, but surprise it happened. And slowly, but there it was. Now it's wrapping up. The wrapping up wasn't unexpected, but how it happened was.
I was about to let loose on a semi-random person because of stress and sadness in other areas of life.
B and R and J and K.
Many blessings, but still...
5 or so very intense days, and now a sudden drawing down of adrenaline. You never know when something will be the last time.