About 8 minutes ago, I found out my neighbor I’ve known since I was a baby and has unfortunately moved away with his family when I was in middle school probably, has passed away from cancer. He passed away about a year ago and I’m just finding this out from my family. I don’t understand why I was never informed of this. I remember him better than I remember my dad (who was killed when I was 5). Of course my dads passing upsets me more but not knowing about a long time friend dying is heartbreaking. People I would have never expected to die, are dying and there’s definitely more to come. I’m not worried about dying just yet...it hasn’t settled in. I’m worried about the feeling of loss of everyone around me.