I'm a lesbain.This past summer my gf dumped me. Heartbroken, I went to a friend's small house party to drink and get my mind off of her. There was guy there who hit on me and after I was drunk apparently fed me a xan. Im lightweight and ended up passing out unconscious. He took me outside behind the house and took advantage of me. The landlord of my friends house found me outside on the dirt and could tell id been violated. My ex got back into contact with me and I found the courage to tell her. We got back together. Acted like she was there for me. A week later ghosted me. Her reason: Because I wanted her to come over every night & wanted to spend time with her. I was suffering and scared and she somewhat made me feel okay and safe. Then randomly left me. Would leave me on read. Knew I was dealing with it alone and isolated while she was riding around hanging out with other people and talking to them..just living it up while ignoring me. Finally got a response after blowing her up. She got mad over nothing (she'd been drinking) and yelled at me over the phone breaking up with me again. After she hung up she went to hangout with someone id introduced her to in the past. Showed a stranger my detailed text on my assult. And talked to a guy who didn't even know me but talked crap about me. Then she went to his house and slept with him and a female at the same time. 2 days later she called me to confess what she'd done the same night breaking up with me and how bad she felt. There's no reason for her to suspect I lied about it. There were screenshots of text from my friend who threw the party saying she loved me and how sorry she was that he hurt me and also text from him apologizing and begging me not to tell the police bc he didn't want to go to jail. I sent her those. The stranger she shared that with told her i could have just sleep with him then regretted it and cried rape. Yet my gf had the evidence on her phone. Was she trying to hurt me bc i text her "hope your not talking shit about me" I only did that to get a reaction and hopefully a text back from her cause she was leaving me on read for a week and I even told her how the police were no help and she left me alone to deal with that..then screwed 2 strangers. Did she honestly think I lied regardless of the proof and is that why she did it? Or did she do it out of anger bc i sent a dumb text trying to get her to contact me?