I struggle with depression.Todays the worst ,I cant stop crying.I hate my body,I changed careers,a bold move, but it hasn't paid off yet. I have a fiance, but I feel alone .I sometimes can't sleep or can't wakeup.I don't want to die , I want to live.Move out of my parent's house, be financially independent. People my age mates are making money living life well.My bank account is near empty.I feel an intense sadness and hopelessness. I feel unseen.I was with friends today , but I acted happy. These are all my feelings today.I just needed to tell them to someone or something.