I struggle with depression.Todays the worst ,I cant stop crying.
I hate my body,I changed careers,a bold move, but it hasn't paid off yet. I have a fiance, but I feel alone .I sometimes can't sleep or can't wakeup.
I don't want to die , I want to live.Move out of my parent's house, be financially independent. People my age mates are making money living life well.
My bank account is near empty.
I feel an intense sadness and hopelessness. I feel unseen.I was with friends today , but I acted happy.
These are all my feelings today.I just needed to tell them to someone or something.