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Depressed

I struggle with depression.Todays the worst ,I cant stop crying.

I hate my body,I changed careers,a bold move, but it hasn't paid off yet. I have a fiance, but I feel alone .I sometimes can't sleep or can't wakeup.

I don't want to die , I want to live.Move out of my parent's house, be financially independent. People my age mates are making money living life well.

My bank account is near empty.

I feel an intense sadness and hopelessness. I feel unseen.I was with friends today , but I acted happy.

These are all my feelings today.I just needed to tell them to someone or something.