Life is fucking hard. I hate my family they are so toxic & manipulating. Anytime I open up about my insecurities with family or friends they just tell me to get over it. I think about ending my life alot but if you grow up catholic you know the guilt they put on you & even though I'm not really religious anymore it stays with you. Maybe one day I get up the courage to do it & on that note it would say " I got over it."