I listen to the song that transports me into this nightmare. It's called Everything by Diamond Eyes and I makes me cry so much. I though it was because I saw an AMV about Little Nightmares two but it's so much more. I feel like I can't make it out of this hole in the ground. I can't live without the song-its like my world, but with it I can't be happy. I don't understand and I feel suicidal. My family hates me as well. As a little kid my parents hit me and I realized how much that affected me since the other day my mom went to high five me and I fliched away and screamed "don't hurt me." There is something wrong with me and no matter how many times my friends tell me to cheer up I can't do it. I'm considering suicide and I need help.