I was straight up suffering the other night, my underwear was being stolen by an old meth head multiple times, making my androphobia flare up; it put me in a downwards spiral that i couldn't word any other way than f****** horrible. Im used to dealing with it, but that was the last straw in the past 3 years I've held myself strong. My girlfriend asked me how I was, I told her I was fine. She said don't do that, and I told her how much I was hurting and she was merely sympathetic. Then she told me how she doesn't want me going down the same road she did and that me hurting made her hurt, and she can't be in a relationship with me if I don't love myself because it was making her hate me more and more. And said I was bad at communication even though she's said I've been distant for months and didn't say anything except ignore me even more when I tried to talk to her, asking her if I did anything wrong and she said no, and that she replies with one worded sentences every single fucking time only cause she's too "high" to think. And thought it was a great idea to break up with me cause she assumed I would finally stop worrying about the problems of others when that's the only way I know how to feel good about myself is to help others. I tried talking to her about it, and she kept pushing her idea of the situation above mine and joking in my face about talking over me just being a straight a******. I know I didn't deserve being broken up with let alone being broken up with over text while she was hanging out with friends