Honestly, i've fallen in love like atleast 2 times in my life. I am young tho im 15 turning 16 in July. Quite a young age to even know love in my opinion but recently, i like this boy tho hes a few years younger but not so far.. I always thought he was cute and stuff but as i get to know him (a few lil vhats here and there) and boy was he my literal standard. Just recently i fell in love with him, how i knew i was in love? I can't help but smile everytime he's around (the basic stuff) and ive never had a dream of any of my lovers or exes and etc. But him, i did which worries me. He prolly doesnt even like me. I cry everytime i think of him and i wish to be with him. I feel like im obsessed when i would stalk his twt wondering who's the girl he talks abt.. my friends would caught him looking at our friendgroup and i tend to get anxious or excited hoping he likes me too. I want him, and if i cant have him then i wouldnt mind just being his friend. I even thought that, maybe hes my muse. I cant help myself but to think that hes all i want. We share the same music taste, same ish vibe maybe his is cooler u could say, plus his fashion is literally- wow. I love him, i love him so much and the fact our parents knows each other.. like ugh hes just perfect to my eyes. In fact, im in literal pain everytime i see him because i want him. I want him to be mine i want him to be with me, hold my hands or hug me or be around me idc anymore. If i can't have that then i just want to know who he likes so i can end my misery. What talent i have is, i lose feelings easily. Just a second i would completely lose feelings if ik they have no interest in me or rejection yet.. I cant seem to stop with him. It feels like a different love.