I feel so dissociated sometimes it gets so bad all I can do it sit still and stare like I can’t move I don’t know how to explain it to people because when I do they think I’m talking about being lonely I don’t know how to cope it’s depressing and I don’t even have a reason to act like this apart from my family my life is perfect it’s like the dream life but I just feel out of place and empty i just I don’t know what to do nothing feels worth it or real anymore I’ve started to be careless with my actions sitting on roofs and not looking when I’m crossing small things like that And I’m not suicidal and I don’t want to die I just want to feel like I belong.