Thank you all so much for the support so far.😊 I am doing a little better, but I still have a long ways to go. Although, it has been a while since I... 😥🔪... so at least there's that...☺️ I still feel mostly like 🐕💩 on the inside though, my nightmares haven't eased up much, and my parents treatment of me hasn't exactly improved very much. It's not that they're abusive... not exactly... but they're... how should I put this... thick-sculled, overly-critical, demanding, contradictory, untrusting, untrustworthy "parents" 🙍♂️🙍♀️(if they can even be called that). It's really hard, and painful being a closet bi in a strict christian household...🏳️🌈👬✝️💔 Any amount of support helps, no matter how small. If you actually made it this far, then you so much for reading. You most likely care about me more than I do, and you've never even met me.