I say this a lot in my daily existence, i'm sad. And my family never believed that, so i pushed them away. Tried to make friends, and they never talk to me out of interest or real care. They talk to me, only when i talk to them. None of them are introverts so i must be that bad guy right? No. I say it a lot, I have no friends/my friends are pretty much nonexistent. They come out the woodwork sometimes to tell me i'm ungrateful, or they ignore me-pushing me aside.Am i actually that bad a person? The people that were close to me, were good people. Like any other we all had different beliefs. But that didn't mean anything right? Wrong. That's why i'm alone. That's why my girlfriend talks about why i should be glad she's a patient person. I'm the overall problem, in my own life, i can't get it out of my system. Because it overflows. Getting rid of a tiny bit sends major waves.~bunny