I’ve been with my partner for 7 years almost and recently I’ve been feeling so alone and like he doesn’t want me physically and I’m desperately trying to fix things but he’s still not being affectionate, we’re never having sex, he doesn’t kiss me or hug me or pay me any attention. I feel so invisible and alone. I’ve recently even considered cheating on him. I feel disgusting. I love him, or at least I think I do. We have a house and a child together. He’s saying he wants to be with me but he doesn’t do anything I ask him to or even tries to be a little more affectionate towards me. I feel like I’m staying with him just because we’ve had all these years together and I’m hoping it will get better especially as we have a child together. The more I write about this the more I feel like I already know the answer, but I can’t be the only one that tries to sort it out.
i get excited at the thought of sleeping with someone else, I just don’t know what to do any more.