I am a student who is about to graduate from school. So like everyone says this yr will be a turning point in my life as I will b choosing what to study for my future. I like to drive/ride vehicles so in my heart I always wanted to become a pilot. (P.S.I am a girl). When I was small I used to say that the day I turn 18 I will get my driving license for 2 wheeler, car, and SUV and at 20 I will get my license for a heavy vehicle and one day when I said these my dad said: "Everyone can drive a car, bus and everything but only few can fly a plane." I was highly inspired and i too made my mind that i will become a pilot.About me: I am a travel freak. Our family always travel addict. We used to live together (me my dad and mom) but then my mom and i came to our native place for higher studies. We used to visit many and different places in India and when we used to come for a vacation in our native place we used so travel to faraway places in our TAVERA with the whole family (my family and my uncles family).So now i can't live a week without going out. I always like hanging out in weekends (or just going on a long drive) with family and friends and many b that is the reason i am soooo into cars and SUVs.I am an introvert so i never said to anyone what i want from deep inside my heart so I kept the fact that I wanted to become a pilot from everyone around me. In school, I was good with computers and programming and my dad is an engineer so everyone thought i would become an engineer or may b software engineer and when I was asked what i like in my studies obviously i would say computer (P.S. I am a computer science student too).My parents always said that they will allow me choose whatever i want to study to everyone and i was happy too that i very gr8 thing. And he used to buy me everything i wanted .. every time.But now when the time came for me too choose which path to choose: Engineering or Pilot. I choose to become a pilot. I collected all the information for it and finally prepared to telll my parents. I was so scared and i was confident too because of the things they said before like supporting for what i want to do in the future. So finally i told them and at first my dad was like "Okay" "And what are the requirements ?" and i told him that we would need a lot of money like around 50 lacks till I get a job and that exact moment my mom was like "WHAT!!!! ARE U CRAZY? Do u want us to live in a street?" and she said straight NOO...I culdn't control it and i started to cry and seeing me my dad also cried secretly. He couldn't say NO to me but he also knew that it was a very huge money which i guess he couldn't afford. Then i didn't had the courage to talk more about it and i left the room. (I don't even have a best friend in reality too, my the so-called best friend i said to her that i was gonna tell my parents about my dream and i asked her for her support and she said all the best and after all this happened and till now she hasn't asked me HOW DID IT GO? or DID THEY SUPPORT U and alll .. I don't even have a boyfriend or a person i my family of the same age or a person whom i could talk to in my family. My parents never knew my class teacher's name till i had i nervous breakdown that no one care about me and no one knows anything about me and at that moment they were speechless because they knew i was right that they don't know anything about me. Then they said i could talk to them whatever i want but then again as time passed nobody gives a shit about me.. )Then i didn't want to talk to them about being a pilot as it was clear that they said NO. Then days passed and my dad started making jokes of me being a pilot and i said angrily that what is the point of making jokes if they don't want me to be a pilot. And then my bigger sis gave me an idea that i can first study for the engineering or BTech and then i can get a job and then with that money i can become a pilot and i was so determined to do it in this way and i asked him about this plan then my dad said what are the requirements and i said i have to take a medical test to see if am fit to become a pilot and he said okay then we will take the test and i told him about the doctor aproved for that test and he said he will talk to a person about it and that topic was finished.Then after few days he i registered for JEE and now he keeps on sending me about a college nearby us which has a very worldwide name and it's about space something and i am totally not interested in it and once i said the same thing to him that am not at all interested and again he keeps on telling me that it is very cheaper anf government will be paying and we can even go to NASA and was i was like i am not at all interested and finally again total him that i am not interested and i told him that there i a flying school in that will cost 24 lacks and all of a sudden he started to scold me and said that there is not we can get from being pilot it's only waste of money and alll and he wants me to do engeneering and get a decent job .. I am soo hurt because the one person who got me the idea of becoming a pilot was him and he told me that he will support what ever i want to sudy and all and finallly the result came like this....And i am so broken now ... I don't have anyone who i can open up.So i decided to write all these in this blog ... In School for everyone i am very active and cheerful girl , who as a "so-called best friend " and who has a family that takes her to different places during vacation and weekends but in the reality i have no one to talk to or no one who knows me completely not even my parents. Till now i have been spending my life only because of all the entertainment like K DRAMA and C-DRAMA and songs IF SOMEONE READS ALL THESE THEN I AM REALLY THANK FULL THAT ATLEAST SOMEONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL NOW 🙏🙏🙏 AND THANK U