I have depression for about 8 months now. Had a really tough day at work yesterday and was sent to ER before my shift ended due to severe migraine. This morning, being the suicidal that I am, I asked my 4 year old autistic son:"Do you want Mommy to die?"My son:"Can I die too?"He has severe speech and language delay and I was caught off guard. It was my first time hearing him utter these words, much like a legit response from him. He usually would not respond at all, or utter phrases he hears from cartoons. I cried so hard my migraine's back.