Mostly everybody thinks that parents love all their children the same, that is not true.Some parents do and show that by the way they act and share time with their children. People always tell me the same, children are threaded the same, they all deserve the same love. In my family we are 4, my mom, my dad, my little brother (14 year old) and me (18 year old, female) I'm in college.I have anxiety because of this case, my dad just treats me different from the way he treats my brother. I have known this for over the years.My dad is the type of person that when he has an opinion he will not change it, no matter what, no matter is his opinion is wrong he will never change it. He is very strict, so he has been telling my brother about women and stuff, to have sex and more things, while he tells me that if I lose my virginity he will kill me, that he would not care if he goes to jail, he will kill me.So I sat down with him and talked to him about that (the worst thing I can do) basically I explained him that what he would feel like if some other parent would teach that to other male kids, and have sex with a daughter of him (I'm basically turning around his case and putting the case in his feet) and he told me to shut up, he said that he will smack me if I keep talking. Ignorant? I think so.That was a basic thing, that is not that important. This is some of the things that tells me that my dad does not treat me the same way. My dad is the one that has always administrated the money in my house. When I was in middle school, my teeth were actually pretty bad, I had a overbite and a gap and everybody just made fun of me and bullied me. My mom was tired of me coming home crying because of that, she told my dad to take a grip and started earning money to get me braces.He said no, he said that we had bills to pay and stuff to do. I spent all my middle school until junior to have my braces, and guess who paid them? MY MOM, she spent all those years from 7th grade until 11th grade (all those years of bullying and crying) telling my dad the same thing and he always said the same thing, until she got tired and started stealing money from him. After I got them my mother told him that a friend of her gave her the money because she felt bad for me.My brother was a soccer player and my dad always went and stayed with him while he was in practice or in games. I have been a dancer for 6 years and my dad has never came to one of my rehearsals of dance competitions, NEVER! only my mother has been there for me. I'm in a K-pop dance group and he tells me that why we use that music, that why we don't use another music. I explained him that we go to K-pop dance competitions, basically we need to dance to Korean songs, we cannot go and dance some Spanish songs or English songs because we can get disqualified. Guys I have been with my dance group for 3 years and we have won all the competitions since the beginning. And he ask me still to change the music, I'm not the leader of the group, if I would have been in another group maybe we would take his opinions but I'm not. Also I have a dream, and its to become a back up dancer for any artist and dance in a huge stage in concerts or any activity. But I swear that my dad wont let me do that, some artist go abroad, and I know he will not let me go abroad to dance. My dream? not coming true.I almost failed my senior year, yes just what you read. I had this class where the teacher explained something and in exams he gave something totally different. ALL MY SENIOR CLASS WERE FAILING THAT CLASS! We all had an F in physics, and if we could not pass that class we will fail the year, repeat 12th grade? I don't think so, plus no graduation.I explained the situation to my parents, my mother believed me, my dad did not. Everybody in class made a group chat and send our grades from physics as proof, he still didn't believed me. He said that we all were lazy and that we were bad students. Okay, so you are telling me that students of honor with all A's are lazy? I don't f thinks so. My mom was giving me advice in one way, but in the other was my dad telling me that if I'll fail a class he will go to jail because of me. Fun right? where is the f support? I had stress. So we managed to talk to the director and we all passed the class.On my high school graduation a friend of mine did my make up, EVERYBODY loved my make up and everybody was so happy that we graduated. My dad came late, the ceremony and everything finished we were outside taking pictures. The first thing he said to me was: "Who tf did your make up? you look ridiculous, aren't you ashamed?". Yes, in front of all my friends and they just stared at me. I asked myself: "So where is the congratulations?". He never did. My friends told me to ignore him and even a friend of my mother told him that there was nothing wrong with it.Last thing, my brother has been playing video games a lot in his PlayStation. I have been telling my dad that I need a pair of shoes for college (I only have 2 pairs of shoes, some puma's and a pair of vans that have holes and when I walk to college I feel the hot sidewalk on my feet) he said that he didn't have money, but the week after my brothers control stopped working and he told my dad he needed one. PlayStation 4 control $80 dollars, pair of vans $60. Yes he bought my brother a brand new control to sit his mf ass down and play since he wakes up, until he falls asleep, and where are my shoes? nowhere, he still hasn't buy me any. The last time I had new shoes was when I turned into a Senior on high school. Now I'm going to start my second college year and I have been using the same shoes.So you tell me, does ALL parents love their children same?