why did my parents have to get me a dog. I could do it right now, my dads birthday (tomorrow), last week and next week. I know how, i know where and all i can imagine is the happiness of not being here. I could do it. But i cant, my dog is too dependent on me and although while I cry or SH he just cries for attention, distracts me and makes me laugh. And I really want to kms... but I cant because of him. Even as I write this, hes on my bed with his squeaky toy. why, why, why...
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