I’m doing it again. After writing last time, I felt a lot better about being suspicious of my wife looking at other guys and so eased off a lot. I need to vent again. To be clear, I don’t think she would ever cheat. I just find it humiliating and infuriating when I think she finds other guys attractive and I get wrapped up in this obsessive thinking about it. but like I said, venting helps a lot. I can’t talk to anyone about this so I am venting here just to get it out. I think that I get obsessive about it because I have no one to talk to about it in real life so I am stuck just chewing on it endlessly in my head. thanks for listening