It feels like my entire family couldnt care less about me. Even my cousins and aunts and uncles. I just...don't know anymore... The only good in my life anymore is my girlfriend. I'm really struggling and getting tired and sick of people. I always feel like I'm suffocating. I can't say anything or they'll call me selfish or just not try to understand where I'm coming from. It's getting harder and harder to keep moving forward. Even when I can be free I'll still be trapped by my thoughts ... And I don't know how to help myself.