Not all details. I was raped by a man who was my boyfriend and my best friend still has him on snapchat, talks to him like a friend even knowing what he done to me but doesn't know how badly affected I am by it as I hide it by making jokes (have done with everything). He isnt good at speaking English but he does like her I know he does and she even sees him in person. I love her though. I genuinely can't show her my real emotions though as I find it do awkward (only show them to my boy best friend as we both do and he knows what this guy done to me just not about my girl best friend). If it wasn't for her being here, I would've killed myself last year. She even jokes about what he's done with me and he has done it to more girls which I found out about after he done it to me.