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Don't mind me😊

I wonder when will I die.

I'm too tired, I wish i can just forget everything.

I feel like I'm going mad.

I want to die already but I don't wanna kill myself though. I just want it to look natural so my parents won't grieve too much. How I wish I could just simply dissappear from the face of earth.

This darkness borne inside of me is consuming all things that keeps me alive.

But, well, I really want to die that i even hope i have a lot of money so that i can just assasinate myself. I always feel that death is the only thing to liberate myself from this shackles. Though, don't get me wrong, I don't have any traumatic past or stories just that I'm too tired of this monotonous life. I know everyone had their own problem I don't want to add up. I just want to vent a little 'cause if I don't i don't know what would happen to my smiling facade.

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Re: Don't mind me😊

I understand what you feel. But I just want to remind you that you are loved. Loved by your parents and loved by the one who created you. Please don't give up in life because you have a purpose. Once you find it you'll see the beauty of life no matter how hard it is. :)

There's a lot of people in the hospital, praying to survive. Many people are crying and wishing to bring back the life of their loved once. But look, You are still blessed because you are still breathing so please learned to love yourself. If you die right now, what do you think will happened next?

Are you sure that life after death is more beautiful that what you are experiencing right now? We're not really sure.

Sweetie I share my stuff past traumas to let others know they can survive. Therapists have told me they’ve never heard of a person surviving so much & still being kind.

I share to let others know I’m not a bullshit artist. I’ve lived thru hell & came out the other side.

But brain chemistry is why we feel as we do. Don’t need traumas. Your mental pain is as real as mine. Therapy & meds may help you. But age will. As you age these teen yrs will fade. Did for me. An anerism let the genie back out of bottle for me.

Hang in there. Be happy. Millions of us are just like you.

God Bless