I'll make it short. Just a little bit frustrated for I accidentally refreshed my browser causing all of the words I write to disappear --- literary spending 1-hour writing for nothing. Just a tad disappointed in myself for being careless again. But at least I learn a lesson. I don't want to write right now because I lost my fighting spirit a while ago --- feeling lazy once again, my courage and energy increase.I want to curse, seriously. Lol. A while ago I'm feeling eager and excited and relax and now I felt tired and not in the mood anymore. So maybe I'm ending it in here.I don't expect someone would read this and obviously, no replies. Lmao. Sorry in advance if you saw grammatical errors and if ever you felt kinda cringe while reading this.