I've been in this school for every year. It's time to graduate now. It's covid, so the only thing to look forward to is the awards we will get. I'm hoping for the excellence award. My teacher said it was given to a student in a different class. I'm starting to doubt myself. I'm not worth anything. Just because I do math quickly, or write good, it doesnt mean anything. I'm not a good person. I'm not good enough.