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Down ... down ... down

Down ... down down I go ...

I cannot

I just cannot keep living like this

This feeling of failure

This feeling of worthlessness

Why ? Why keep living in such a wasteland of life ?

Yet successful in life ... I have the house, the good grown up kids, financially stable, the relationship

And yet

I am tired ...

Tired of living ... I look foward to nothing but not existing ...

Why ? Why keep living ? I am TIRED and do not want to live anymore ...

My kids are grown and will be fine without me ...

Infact they will be better of without me

My entire life has been based around them and now they are grown ... so my purpose in life is over ...