I used to be kinda happy. I used to have friends and family. Now I'm alone in a new country and I have nobody. I've been thinking of ending things ya know? My eating disorder is back stronger than ever, and not being able to talk to anyone is tough. I can't look in the mirror. Man... I guess I just wish I could go back to another time when I had human connections. The only reason I haven't offed myself is because of my bearded dragon. He needs me to feed him and love him. I guess that's enough to stay alive for...
Re: Downwards spiral
well you can talk to me if you want.
I'm very lonely here too. This is my temporary email: firstname.lastname@example.org
You can stay anonymous, if you want.