emptiness
looming
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life

Downwind

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It's hard to write

Emptiness chains me to this chair

No energy to spare

Why does this looming sadness plague me every night?


Pills for this soon I will take

Will they help me see the sun again?

Will they make this darkness end?

All emotion is at stake


I binge and I fast

My eagerness has dwindled

Newfound bitterness weaves upon a spindel

Sometimes I wonder if this will forever last


To and fro my memories are tossed around

The regrets and fears make themselves most prominent

As they grind away at me, I find no way to vent

Too loud is the internal sound


Ironed and sealed stays my voice

My joys in life are all but lost

To sink to a state as this, to what cost?

Carrying this weight was not by concious choice