My fiancé has been in the hospital for over a year and for reasons that could have been avoided. He didn’t listen to warning and here we are... I do everything that a doting partner should do and more. But I’m lonely... everything revolves around him and his emotions or his needs.. I’m tired and I’m tired of feeling guilty by having these thoughts. Of course as luck would have it, men approach me all the time and I have never even given an inch, but secretly at night I let my thoughts wonder. I’m afraid that this is making me emotionally detached... I crave a hug, a kiss, intimacy, a damn walk or a movie, a good fuck (dildo isn’t cutting it). I needed to say this before exploding.