i think i’m going to do it. the one person i love is states away and this is the perfect time to do it. i wish i could do it in a way where my mom wouldn’t have to find my body, but there really isn’t a way. i just wish i was dead i cant stand the thought of living with myself any longer. i really don’t even think i was meant to be born. all i do is mess up my own life and do the dumbest things.
7 months ago
You know life is supposed to be messy. It won’t go in a organized manner as we plan it. I get it you know some times stuff happen in our life which makes question the purpose of our existence, that’s the easy part. The difficult part is to find purpose for our life, once we find it, it’s really beautiful. The worse the situation you are in, the more resilient you have to become. Whenever such thoughts arise , just start listing the good things in your life, any good thing you have done or any good thing anyone has done for you
7 months ago
Let’s do it. I’m always thinking of suicide but I didn’t really have the means to do it. I also don’t know how and I’m confused most of the time. Even though my life is not that bad, I still don’t see the goodness in it. How are you going to do it? Please let me know. So I’d have an idea when my time comes. Thanks