Not a cry for help, attention, yes. I'm leaping off the building I work at the end of the week because I just can't take it anymore. I have been friendless and alone for so long I can't hold casual conversations with anyone without things getting awkward or redundant. I haven't had a good conversation in years. I've been better at listening since I was never a talker and I've lost contact with the few people I've actually could connect with. Without going into anymore rambles or details I've decided to just end this sad life. The last and only thing that I want is to talk to somebody...anybody..I'll listen to anyone going through a hard time and not cast judgment or give advice or offer thoughtless cliches. It would just be nice to hear someone elses voice.