Its easy enough to come up with excuses. Or "good reasons".
Whats a good reason for this or that? Or i do this cuz...... but is it so hard to just say, I am.
I am..... cant fill in the blank because evem here i feel like someone will see what I wrote. well, then what? Theyll judge me? No, i think the worst thing is they will laugh at me, or pity me. Both are pretty much the same hated feeling to be truthful about shit.