I have no one to talk to, but I wish to share this with someone. I feel my life is on the edge of disaster. I'm in my mid twenties, I'm failing at university, will be asked to leave at the end of this year. I'm gay, my only boyfriend I've ever had (of 5 years, who I loved dearly) broke up with me. Fairly so, I am a loser and holding him back. I got arrested for shoplifting food, so I'm officially a criminal. I don't know what to do. My family does not know about these things. They are poor and gave everything they had for me in the hope that I will achieve something. Instead in return I offer them shame. I feel completely alone, there is no one that I trust. Life is just too difficult at this moment.