When you asked whether I had loved you back, my response was true. I am still a little fixated on you. This is part of the reason I did not respond to your suggestion for five years in the future: because it is too tempting. I remember that beautiful day on that Edinburgh mountain, and other lovely times after. I wish I could trust more because I still miss and yearn for you, Salma. Sometimes want you so badly. I hope you are well and happy.