Just writing this for myself..
For various reasons, I often feel anxious and upset, and I'm constantly sick of myself and the life I live. Even if it really hurts, there's not much I can do. I'm convinced I'm just exaggerating and even if that weren't true, it's not like it's a mental disorder - I don't think I should concern anyone when it's not as bad as it could be. After all, I live a life that's so much easier than that of so many people, I probably have never even felt real pain. I don't know what to do with myself, it's hard to open up to anyone when there's nobody to open up to. I don't have anyone particularly close to me and emotional intimacy just scares me. I dont know how to fix the issue myself, since there are so many different problems contributing to the way I feel - there's no way I can take on all of them.
Anyway, haha, life can suck lol