My mother emotionally abuses me on a daily basis and I’m tired of it I don’t know if I can take it anymore. I feel so alone so worthless so useless and like I’m not even worthy of living a life and she’s the one behind these feelings. I can’t express how I feel with her because she invalidates my feelings and tells me I’m not allowed to feel upset or tired or mad why? Because according to her I don’t do anything to feel that way and then she wonders why I don’t talk to her about my personal life and feelings. I love my mother so much and I feel bad even writing this but I can’t hold it in anymore I want help I need it but I don’t know how I can get it without her having to know because if she finds out I’m afraid she’ll hurt me in physical ways. The emotional abuse is starting to get to me to the point were I don’t want to live anymore I’ve been thinking of it a lot lately. As for my father he doesn’t seem to care he’s always at work and never is around to see how she treats me. I feel as though my parents don’t love me anymore ;(
6 months ago
Re: Emotional Abuse
Never try to live your life just for making someone elese happy if ypu dont like doing those things. NOT EVEN FOR YOUR FAMILY. If you even succeed in doing so you will eventually breakdown and all your efforts will go in vain.
Now for your case. You love your mother. Thats how it should be. You hv to ignore her way of dealing with you. Add a new hobby or find your happy place, it will help you ignore all the toxic gifts you are getting and will eventually make you mature enough to realise that all wars are not worthy of fight... You hv to loose some to win in the world of your choice!