I feel so lost and depressed my boyfriend of 7 years is locked up we married while he was incarcerated and we found out we were pregnant 3 days before they took him again. This happened after he initially went to jail two months before I got him bailed out. And 1 month before then we were evicted til this day idk y. I stayed in a hotel 1 week with our two kids and he barely was there. I decided to call my dad after being separated for 17 years cause I had no place to go. I have anxiety and depression and am fighting everyday to fix myself. My situation is bad right now and I have faith it will turn around. I was robbed pistol whipped all the while my son was there and they put a gun to his head. I was sexually abused at 13 by my sister ex boyfriend. My mom kicked me out at 13 my dad left when I was 8 and now my husband is gone. I feel so empty I had to stop working doctor order last June due to mental health issues and so I have no money at all. Just the money I have to beg for. I had a smoking habit but today is the first day without. I'm choosing to turn my life around but I'm dumbfounded I know I have not one person that actually understands everything I've been thru in a short 25 year lifespan and I just want to know when will it be okay again?.