i'm so sick of everything. i want to grab heads and smash them on concrete, i want to throw my whole life into a fight and just fight till i'm near death. gosh, i want to scream my lungs out and swear at every person that wrongs me. i want to take it all out , i want these feelings to leave even if it means my life with it. my goodness i just want to kill someone. i'm so angry at the world.but ,i'd never do that. with all of that in mind as much as i hate people i love them , i love people. well a lot of them in my life. shit's so complicated i want to fucking explode. but i wouldn't want to hurt anyone. including my parent's rep. sighwhat a dream would it be just to take it all out without consequences yeah??i really am a nice person, but with all the anger i kept inside that i have , i just wish i was numb. but dw i'm cool , just needed to say something . :'|