I feel empty and kind of annoyed at everyone. I want something but I don't know what. At work I was told off for my mistake, but while doing so they blamed me for continusly making it even if it was only twice after some weeks/months. After that I lost my joy for making drinks and felt sad/empty. Also after coming home my parents/dad was mad again for me going out the next day because I need it for school and passive aggressively said that I'm again not doing anything in this house. I just want to get good grades and.. Yeah. Feel something positive. At the moment I'm just an empty shell... Thanks for listening.