How do you motivate yourselves everyday? Its like your half alive, barely breathing yet still surviving without doing anything. Y'all know I forgot the feeling of genuine and real happiness like did I ever felt happy in my life? I mean, i dont know. Argh! Its hard to say and explain but I guess some of you might understand (I hope)
Please anyone, I dont need motivational words coz words are easy to say than done. I want you guys to tell me harshly what I am doing in my freaking life. Tell me how to change, what should I do?! Im tired, so tired... Gosh! I even search websites where I can write in anonymous. I bet Im really going crazy now. Okay this is enough. I just hope that i can find someone that I can share all my burdens in life and listen to me all the time. That's pretty demanding of me, sorry! Bye for now.