It was all a dream. To think i could have my forever. That shining moment in life. I have since come to my senses. The dream of the happy ever after. She would have been it I love her with all my heart. Which is why I have to leave. I can't give her what she deserves. She deserves nothing but complete happiness. She deserves all the love in the world. I can't give her the world.. it breaks me to walk away. My heart feels as though it has left my body. Its for the best. It's what I tell myself. Maybe one day I'll believe it... how will I go day by day always thinking of her, her essence in everthing I do. How will I go day by day.. I will survive because I have no choice. I hope she knew how loved she truly is. I will wonder about her until the day I die.